yeah so i don't know if i can work at the city of hope thing anymore. it's a long story, i'm not sure i want to explain it. But God i know is teaching me...
"Truly I say to you, there is no one who has left house or wife or brothers or parents or children, for the sake of th ekingdom of God, who shall not recieve many times as much at this time and in the age to come, eternal life." -Jesus (Mark 18:29-30)