i'm blogging right now because i don't want to work on either my paper or study for my math midterm on friday i know. terrible. haven't really been motivated to do anything and just wanting to slack off. i know. that's kind of bad. someone told me it was 'cause of the winter time. i don't know why. maybe 'cause i tried too hard first semester and i'm tired of trying and getting lazy. that's so not good. discipline.. something that i want to keep but not go overboard.