how long has it been since i downloaded this thing? Anyway, what has happened these past few days.. OMG I"M GOING TO MALAYSIA THIS FRIDAY!! OMGOMG. Teehee. Somethign stupid i did today, that i regret saying, but i say stupid things everyday so it shouldn't really bother me right? I think as a ploy since i didn't want to do the sunday school evaluations, and there weren't enough I reasoned that i wasn't present for sunday school enough to give an accurate evaluation of the sunday school which was totally true and Tom who is one of the sfc sponsors was like all how come you're not filling out an evaluation, and i explained that i wasn't here enough to fill one out he was like WHAT?! and immediately i regretted what I said, but the thing is, it's true, but i dunno... maybe i should have filled one of those things out. i dunno. :P I've been doing nothing and studying the whole day. and the weekend. Oh we had a christmas party on friday after sfc, it was hecka fun. (haahaa like thenorcal lingo?) anyway, yeah it was really fun. i studying on saturday and today, i'm gonna study some more tomorrow and tuesday and wednesday morning 'cause i just LOVE to study calculus. i think ima get a B in that class, even though a b isn't bad and i don't need to get a 4.0 in college, but still, it's the principle of the wholething. hold up.. it's not the principle of the whole thing. it's just the fact that i can't stand having anything less than an A if i try for it. and believe me, i've tried to get an A in this class. even if i do rock the final, i think ima get an A-, maybe not, so to rock the final, i gotta study study study, and go to the rsf to relieve that stress and study more and maybe take some vitamin b pills to calm the nerves and sleep and study and study and study some more.