the eyes are kind of dry...
head kind of heavy...
i don't have a smile on my face...
tired of studying ochem.
it doesn't help with the seasons up and down and other imbalances, too.

so why am i studying exactly?

"here i am, once again,
I pour out my heart for i know that You hear every cry, you are listening,
no matter what state my heart is in
you are faithful to answer
in words that are true and a hope that is real
as i feel your touch
you bring a peace to all that's within
in the safety of this place
i'm longing to
pour out my heart
say that i love you
pour out my heart
say that i need you,
pour out my heart
say that i'm thankful
pour out my heart
say that you're wonderful..."