spending a romantic weekend getaway with biology.

ahh.... my free hour to do whatever between 9-10.
Things have been really busy lately. Things just kind of climax now that it's almost 2/3 through the semester. Things are getting harder well they've been getting harder since the beginning of the semester but anyway.
I'm in the Morrison Music Library. Gonna do something after i'm done, but a thought made me smile today:
a proposal. No one I know is engaged and I'm... well... that's light years away but the thought kind of came up in my mind when I was walking from VLSB to Morrison and it made me smile, the thought of a guy getting down on one knee really nervous but so excited about asking a girl he likes (loves) a lot to marry him. And then girl knowing something's up but so surprised that he popped the question.. she's smiling ear to ear but almost tearing be cause she likes (loves) this guy so much, too. It just made me smile because it was such a happy thought.

i'm in the KOSHLAND BIOSCIENCES LIBRARY microcomputing facility printng out/studying psych lectures. I was at heller lounge (aka ESCHLEMAN LIBRARY) earlier today studying also. My goal is to study in as many of the libraries on campus as possible. TRY TO STOP ME!!!

ok so i WAS at moffit, well the mario savio cafe doing my small group homework so i wans't REALLY in moffit. So the rule from now on is that i must be at the library for the purpose of studying. So now.. i'm at the FONG VISION SCIENCE library because i have an eye appt at the clinic in about an hour and i will be STUDYING ochem. THERE'S A PARTY UP IN HERE GUYS! (a study party ::insert really explicitly fake laugh here::)
Sorry for the lameness.. i'm getting increasily lame.

I'm in moffit right now. :)
this week has been busy. this weekend will be busy. both good busy and bad busy.
feeling kind of under the weather and my voice is shot.. but interpraise is tonight and i have worship practice today and youth worship sunday. please pray for me. thanks.

dude.. i've been going to a lot of libraries on campus lately. This week I've been at bechtel (engineering) library, the education-psychology library, the environmental design library, the chemistry library. Where am I going to go next?

SOME MORE!!! :)
soooo amazingly cute
ANOTHER ONE!!
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need to relax.
need to wake up early enough to be mentally awake in class. I'm just sitting there not asleep but i'm not stimulated because it's too early.
oh, i'm in the psychology-education library BTW. it's almost empty. They could also use a fixup in the children's library like a carpet for story time, a puppet stage or something and maybe some beanbags or couches for people like me to take a nap.

Some good things that happened this weekend:
I got to hang out with my sister and her boyfriend.
I got to talk with my sister a lot.
going to the palace of fine arts/exploratorium but not really paying anything and walking around the pond. (i'd so take wedding pictures there)
shopping with my sister and her boyfriend.
driving dj's car.
eating hot pot.
getting that 15 dollar jcrew sweater and finding out it fits.
riding on the muni through san fransisco.
eating dim sum in china town with my sister and dj.
getting a guitar. :)
laughing at dj because he snores.
getting a sweater 50% off at american eagle.
being with family
getting 200 dumplings.. mmmMMMMMmmmm
finding out my camera is actually done and being sent home right now.
being invited to sister's appreciation
reading mere christianity
recovering from mood swings... maybe
planning out their next trip up (muir woods, walking across the golden gate, ferry to alcatraz, golden gate park, anne's kitchen for breakfast)
sitting at the palace of fine arts admiring what a nice day it was.
getting free chocolate at ghiradelli square
walking around yerba buena gardens (the bathrooms next to the yerba buena theater for the arts is really clean. (it's one on the side of that anti hate fountain memorial thing))

cursed this wretched flesh.

guess what i got to do today?

done guessing?

I got to eat dinner and go shopping with my dad! :) We talked about our China trip this next summer, his new laptop, his business trip, digital cameras, bootlegged dvds, family and what he and my mom have been doing... like shopping for cars and going on business trips.

I got this cardigan from J.Crew. It's a medium but my sister thinks its too big for me. But it was $15 total. It was 72 total. pretty good for a jcrew cotton cardigan, huh?

My Ochem midterm. I didn't do as well as I'd like, but I did better than I think I led on. Went in to see Dr. Jain today and he said I'm doing fine. So big ::SIGH:: of relief. :)

so what have i done since thursday morning.... had worship practice, worship, watched a lot of music videos, slept, ate, cooked, slept more, slept even more... oh i did some psych reading. MEMORY! why children are highly suggestible when it comes to memories. Kind of behind in reading but that'll be remedied either tonight or tomorrow. So for the people who played basketball today, i'm quite sorry for not coming. i got a call from kev and jessie that basketball was at the rsf but that was in the middle of my nap and when i hung up with them i just fell back asleep. i'm quite sorry.
but i'll try to make it in 2 weeks! (because my sister and her boyfriend are coming up next week (insert YAY! here) and we've plans).

i think i bombed my midterm.. but on a happier note... it's over YAY! more studying tomorrow. :)

random: if you breathe into a nalgene bottle.. it'll make a noise. dude. my brain IS fried.

my brain is so filled with ochem stuff.
on a good note: YAY! i'm excited my sister and her boyfriend are coming up to visit on the 18th. he's gonna bring his spare guitar (YAY!) and she's gonna bring dumplings (DOUBLE YAY!) and we're gonna go SHOPPING IN SF (YAY^100) teehee. :) so excited. :) it'll be a nice party weekend as opposed to this weekend.
YAY!! i'm so excited. teehee. :)

you wanna know something that sucks? the closes theater that's playing the veggie tales movie Jonah is DAVIS. they're playing in two theaters in Torrance and no where in the bay area. my goodness.

the zephyr song by the red hot chili peppers is quite catchy.
anyway.. yay! they're finally done with my camera. it's been from yosemite to new jersey to the uK to get it fixed. i'll be getting it in a couple weeks. yay!
NOT YAY! i'm gonna get rocked on my ochem midterm.

where do you draw the line for being too stressed out and thinking you can always do much better and doing your best? i dunno if this is a self inflicted illusion but whenever i don't do as well as i expected or as i wanted to, I always think i can always do so much better if i had studied more or had more time and the next time, i push myself harder. i dunno.. interesting thought.

guess what i got to do today...
DYE HAIR! haahaa. If you would like to see my workmanship see sammy and jon. So yeah.. now it's time to get cracking. I have an Ochem midterm next thursday. There's a lot of problems to do from lecture, the book and practice exams.. so i will be a hermit for the rest of the week.
I've been reading 1 Corinthians for small group and it's soo encouraging. Paul writes to correct and exhort but he does it in a way that's SOOOO encouraging but it really convicts.
:)

::sigh:: so late. need to study for ochem quiz and finish up prelab.
i feel like something else needs to be done, also.